Surrender

I'm standing....
I'm standing here and I'm looking out to you
I can see your eyes casting through...the shadows
They burn through me like laser beams
Like laser beams, they burn holes through me
My eyes are locked on you
All sound, movement and time stops
There is nothing...but your eyes
Glowing through the darkness like wolf's eyes
And I am trapped inside...the force field
I cannot run, no
You have me trapped.
I cannot hide, no
I'm wrapped, locked and bound
Now I drop to the ground and I surrender
I surrender

World of Sin

What has become of the world I live in?
Everywhere I look there is massive amounts of sin
People are filled with anger, deceit, betrayal, and greed
One has to watch their back and proceed with caution
People have become intent on sex, money and power
They will sell their own to the highest bidder if it will gain them a higher status of power
People are falling victim to mind rape in the first degree
All they see are opportunities, so they keep a blind and arrogant mentality
This vicious cycle has created an outrage, blasphemy
Temptations lying deep within the revelations and epiphanies of the young and stupid
The dark angel has claimed the throne and murdered Cupid
Now, no one knows what love is anymore
Love bows down and hate takes soar off into the skies
Now the world is broken down with manipulation, deceit and lies
And our population continues to decrease as a result of crime, violence and disease
When will all of this nonsense decease?
It's tearing us apart, turning our hearts dark
We need to put an end to this madness we have created and start over again
Only, this time, with a peaceful end

Cruel Intentions

He sits by her bedside as his wife lies dying
She's been suffering from cancer, and she's been barely surviving
Holding on to what little life she has left
Her faith stays strong as her husband stands by her and caress...her mind
She's not yet ready to leave the life she loves behind

As her best friend stands watch from the sidelines,
She schemes. She thinks about how she will put her strategy into full effect
For years she's had her eyes on her best friend's husband...now she wants to manipulate his mind
She stands by, planning the erection of her ultimate deception

The woman's husband walks away burdened with pain and despair
He can't hold on any longer. He's breaking down
Heartbreak, anger and rage takes surface , it's intention to drown
The woman's best friend follows him in an attempt to calm him down
He's so furious, all he sees is red
The woman he loves lies dying in their bed

She approaches him with sympathy
She wraps her arms around him. He's blind to her wicked mentality
Giving up all hope, he falls down to his knees and grabs her by the waist
She has him right where she wants him...now she has no time to waste

As his wife lies dying, she releases tears of a guilty heart
She feels she's guilty of her family being torn apart

The woman takes off her clothes and pursues him in his moment of weakness
Her advantage is strong and her options are limitless

As his wife takes her last breath, she whispers her final words:

"My love for you is endless"

Criminal Minds

He slowly walk towards her as she sits, trembling in the alley
She's afraid...alone...hopeless, helpless, not aware of this criminal's mentality
She just witnessed a criminal act by the hands of the very man that stands before her
She tried to flea the scene before he noticed her
But she was too late. He already spotted her hiding near the corner and catching him in his work
Now she attempts to hide, hoping he would just forget he ever saw her and walk away
But he spots her lurking in the dark corners of the alley way
He has no intention of sparing her life and letting her walk away
She's young in age and young in heart
Her life is nowhere near the end, this is just the start
She's naive and blind. Blind to what she has just witnessed...and what she hopes to leave behind
But now her mind has become subjected to this criminal's mind
Even if he spares her life, can she expect to leave behind the crime that she has witnessed that now haunts her mind?
Can she continue her now flawless life of innocence when this vision now rapes her mind.
Try as she may...try as she might.
She cannot walk away from the acts she has witnessed this night.
No matter what happens...what this man decides, she is in a tough situation.
She has become a victim of a criminal's mind.

Human

I am...I is...I be

I am beauty
I is beauty
Beauty I be
Because beauty lies inside of me
They say beauty lies skin deep

Ugliness I am
Ugliness I is
Ugliness I be
Only I have the power to control that which I am and what I can be
But is my ugliness overpowering my beauty and shadowing over that which is me?

I am joy
I be joy
I is joy
My world is filled with happiness and joy
My joy is on a level elevated and unparalleled
The only option from here is to excel

I am pain
I is pain
Pain be I
Despite the joy I show, pain feels my life
Burdened with misery and strife
But is my pain steering me away from my path to happiness?
Deceiving me from the road to greatness?
Manipulating me into the darkness?

I am love
Love I is
Love I be
Because love lives within me
I love with my heart, my mind, my soul
My spirit is high, my hate is low
And everything I love just flows

I am hate
I is hate
I be hate
Just like I can love, I can also hate
But is my hate the breaking point of my insanity?
Is my hate taking over the person which I am anxiously destined to be?
Is my hate taking control over me?

I am human
I walk as a human
I talk as a human
I breathe as a human
I live as a human
All of these emotions are a part of my humanity
The very essence of my being
I am not perfect
I have flaws, I have weaknesses
But I also have heart, I have courage, I am strong
And these elements that make me who I am come all-in-all

Take me as I am
Take me as I come
Take me as I stand
Because I am human

Power of Words

CREATE
EXPRESS
INVENT
IMPRESS

Words of meaning to caress your mind
Stuck in the world of creativity
Leaving failure and obsolete behind

DETERMINE
MOTIVATE
IMAGINE
FASCINATE

Words are destined to
MAKE you
SHAPE you
CREATE you
Don't wait till you're too late

LOVE
LUST
FASCINATION
HATE

The power of words can MAKE or BREAK the very essence of your PURPOSE

TAKE all you CAN
LEAVE none behind
Your TRICKS and kicks try to DECEIVE my mind

Mind RAPE in the first degree
TAKE me and steal all of the knowledge that's EMBEDDED in me

But you CANNOT win
You CANNOT have the BEST of me
I'm DETERMINED to DEFEAT
Not CHEAT but play by the rules
You may be the champ but your INTENTIONS are cruel

With this knowledge I have the POWER
I have the RIGHT, I have the PRIDE
Now I am the BOSS and you are the COWARD
And this game you play becomes my THRILL ride