The thing about love
One person will always put forth more effort than the other person
One person will take every second of their day to think about the other person
One person will cry at night for the other person
One person will fight to keep the relationship strong when it's falling weak
One person will stand the test of time when the relationship hits it's peak
One person will stay strong when the other wants to call it quits
One person will stand his ground and won't put up with this shit
One person will scream out loud in a room that's filled with noise
One person will shout while the other keeps his poise
One person
One person will stand up and say
"I love you now and always"
But the other person is so distant he won't recognize it
Not now, not today
Saturday, July 21, 2012
Saturday, May 19, 2012
What Is Real?
Hook
What is real?
Tell me, how do you feel?
What is real?
Cause everything seems surreal
How can I tell how you feel?
How do I know what is real?
What is real?
Verse
I'm standing here on the sidelines
Confusion fills my mind
And everything I used to know, it all gets left behind
I want to confide in you
I want to believe in you
How do I get to the commonplace to have faith in you?
Bridge
I want to trust in you
I want to trust in you (trust in you)
I want to give my love to you
I want to see us through
But I don't know...
(Hook)
I'm standing in the shadows
I'm fighting battle after battle
This war is taking a toll on me
I don't want to see tomorrow
I'm here to surrender
I'm here to admit defeat
The battle you will conquer
All I want is my sanity
Bridge
And I don't want to go another day in sorrow
I don't want to spend another moment in misery
I don't want to wake up to a gloomy day tomorrow
Let's make up now, all I want is happiness and peace
Just let me know...
(Hook)
What is real?
Tell me, how do you feel?
What is real?
Cause everything seems surreal
How can I tell how you feel?
How do I know what is real?
What is real?
Verse
I'm standing here on the sidelines
Confusion fills my mind
And everything I used to know, it all gets left behind
I want to confide in you
I want to believe in you
How do I get to the commonplace to have faith in you?
Bridge
I want to trust in you
I want to trust in you (trust in you)
I want to give my love to you
I want to see us through
But I don't know...
(Hook)
I'm standing in the shadows
I'm fighting battle after battle
This war is taking a toll on me
I don't want to see tomorrow
I'm here to surrender
I'm here to admit defeat
The battle you will conquer
All I want is my sanity
Bridge
And I don't want to go another day in sorrow
I don't want to spend another moment in misery
I don't want to wake up to a gloomy day tomorrow
Let's make up now, all I want is happiness and peace
Just let me know...
(Hook)
Dark Forces
Hook
Something is taking a hold of me
Something that I cannot see
And it's up to me to perceive
What's real and what is make-believe
Bridge
I lose control inside
I cannot run, I cannot hide
From this force that's controlling me
It's taking a toll on me
Tell me what I have to do so that I can be free
From these dark forces that's taking a hold on me
Verse
I'm trapped. I'm being cornered by dark forces
It's a wrap. Compromised by sinister forces
Being forced to run the courses
Turned away from those who opposes
Every door I see closes on me
And no one will help me
Everyone turns their backs on me
Leaving me here to suffer the grief
That's why dark forces has claimed a hold me
(Hook)
(Bridge)
Verse
I'm stuck. It's too late to run away
That's my luck. It's too late to escape
My master plan is a fail-safe
And I'm no longer safe today
Because no one will accept me
No one will take me for me
Take me as I am
Even though I'm bound by sin
The person dwells within
But no one likes the sins
That's why dark forces has claimed a hold on me
(Hook)
(Bridge)
Something is taking a hold of me
Something that I cannot see
And it's up to me to perceive
What's real and what is make-believe
Bridge
I lose control inside
I cannot run, I cannot hide
From this force that's controlling me
It's taking a toll on me
Tell me what I have to do so that I can be free
From these dark forces that's taking a hold on me
Verse
I'm trapped. I'm being cornered by dark forces
It's a wrap. Compromised by sinister forces
Being forced to run the courses
Turned away from those who opposes
Every door I see closes on me
And no one will help me
Everyone turns their backs on me
Leaving me here to suffer the grief
That's why dark forces has claimed a hold me
(Hook)
(Bridge)
Verse
I'm stuck. It's too late to run away
That's my luck. It's too late to escape
My master plan is a fail-safe
And I'm no longer safe today
Because no one will accept me
No one will take me for me
Take me as I am
Even though I'm bound by sin
The person dwells within
But no one likes the sins
That's why dark forces has claimed a hold on me
(Hook)
(Bridge)
Sunday, May 6, 2012
World of Sin
What has become of the world I live in?
Everywhere I look there is massive amounts of sin
People are filled with anger, deceit, betrayal, and greed
One has to watch their back and proceed with caution
People have become intent on sex, money and power
They will sell their own to the highest bidder if it will gain them a higher status of power
People are falling victim to mind rape in the first degree
All they see are opportunities, so they keep a blind and arrogant mentality
This vicious cycle has created an outrage, blasphemy
Temptations lying deep within the revelations and epiphanies of the young and stupid
The dark angel has claimed the throne and murdered Cupid
Now, no one knows what love is anymore
Love bows down and hate takes soar off into the skies
Now the world is broken down with manipulation, deceit and lies
And our population continues to decrease as a result of crime, violence and disease
When will all of this nonsense decease?
It's tearing us apart, turning our hearts dark
We need to put an end to this madness we have created and start over again
Only, this time, with a peaceful end
Everywhere I look there is massive amounts of sin
People are filled with anger, deceit, betrayal, and greed
One has to watch their back and proceed with caution
People have become intent on sex, money and power
They will sell their own to the highest bidder if it will gain them a higher status of power
People are falling victim to mind rape in the first degree
All they see are opportunities, so they keep a blind and arrogant mentality
This vicious cycle has created an outrage, blasphemy
Temptations lying deep within the revelations and epiphanies of the young and stupid
The dark angel has claimed the throne and murdered Cupid
Now, no one knows what love is anymore
Love bows down and hate takes soar off into the skies
Now the world is broken down with manipulation, deceit and lies
And our population continues to decrease as a result of crime, violence and disease
When will all of this nonsense decease?
It's tearing us apart, turning our hearts dark
We need to put an end to this madness we have created and start over again
Only, this time, with a peaceful end
Cruel Intentions
He sits by her bedside as his wife lies dying
She's been suffering from cancer, and she's been barely surviving
Holding on to what little life she has left
Her faith stays strong as her husband stands by her and caress...her mind
She's not yet ready to leave the life she loves behind
As her best friend stands watch from the sidelines,
She schemes. She thinks about how she will put her strategy into full effect
For years she's had her eyes on her best friend's husband...now she wants to manipulate his mind
She stands by, planning the erection of her ultimate deception
The woman's husband walks away burdened with pain and despair
He can't hold on any longer. He's breaking down
Heartbreak, anger and rage takes surface , it's intention to drown
The woman's best friend follows him in an attempt to calm him down
He's so furious, all he sees is red
The woman he loves lies dying in their bed
She approaches him with sympathy
She wraps her arms around him. He's blind to her wicked mentality
Giving up all hope, he falls down to his knees and grabs her by the waist
She has him right where she wants him...now she has no time to waste
As his wife lies dying, she releases tears of a guilty heart
She feels she's guilty of her family being torn apart
The woman takes off her clothes and pursues him in his moment of weakness
Her advantage is strong and her options are limitless
As his wife takes her last breath, she whispers her final words:
"My love for you is endless"
She's been suffering from cancer, and she's been barely surviving
Holding on to what little life she has left
Her faith stays strong as her husband stands by her and caress...her mind
She's not yet ready to leave the life she loves behind
As her best friend stands watch from the sidelines,
She schemes. She thinks about how she will put her strategy into full effect
For years she's had her eyes on her best friend's husband...now she wants to manipulate his mind
She stands by, planning the erection of her ultimate deception
The woman's husband walks away burdened with pain and despair
He can't hold on any longer. He's breaking down
Heartbreak, anger and rage takes surface , it's intention to drown
The woman's best friend follows him in an attempt to calm him down
He's so furious, all he sees is red
The woman he loves lies dying in their bed
She approaches him with sympathy
She wraps her arms around him. He's blind to her wicked mentality
Giving up all hope, he falls down to his knees and grabs her by the waist
She has him right where she wants him...now she has no time to waste
As his wife lies dying, she releases tears of a guilty heart
She feels she's guilty of her family being torn apart
The woman takes off her clothes and pursues him in his moment of weakness
Her advantage is strong and her options are limitless
As his wife takes her last breath, she whispers her final words:
"My love for you is endless"
Criminal Minds
He slowly walk towards her as she sits, trembling in the alley
She's afraid...alone...hopeless, helpless, not aware of this criminal's mentality
She just witnessed a criminal act by the hands of the very man that stands before her
She tried to flea the scene before he noticed her
But she was too late. He already spotted her hiding near the corner and catching him in his work
Now she attempts to hide, hoping he would just forget he ever saw her and walk away
But he spots her lurking in the dark corners of the alley way
He has no intention of sparing her life and letting her walk away
She's young in age and young in heart
Her life is nowhere near the end, this is just the start
She's naive and blind. Blind to what she has just witnessed...and what she hopes to leave behind
But now her mind has become subjected to this criminal's mind
Even if he spares her life, can she expect to leave behind the crime that she has witnessed that now haunts her mind?
Can she continue her now flawless life of innocence when this vision now rapes her mind.
Try as she may...try as she might.
She cannot walk away from the acts she has witnessed this night.
No matter what happens...what this man decides, she is in a tough situation.
She has become a victim of a criminal's mind.
She's afraid...alone...hopeless, helpless, not aware of this criminal's mentality
She just witnessed a criminal act by the hands of the very man that stands before her
She tried to flea the scene before he noticed her
But she was too late. He already spotted her hiding near the corner and catching him in his work
Now she attempts to hide, hoping he would just forget he ever saw her and walk away
But he spots her lurking in the dark corners of the alley way
He has no intention of sparing her life and letting her walk away
She's young in age and young in heart
Her life is nowhere near the end, this is just the start
She's naive and blind. Blind to what she has just witnessed...and what she hopes to leave behind
But now her mind has become subjected to this criminal's mind
Even if he spares her life, can she expect to leave behind the crime that she has witnessed that now haunts her mind?
Can she continue her now flawless life of innocence when this vision now rapes her mind.
Try as she may...try as she might.
She cannot walk away from the acts she has witnessed this night.
No matter what happens...what this man decides, she is in a tough situation.
She has become a victim of a criminal's mind.
Friday, May 4, 2012
Human
I am...I is...I be
I am beauty
I is beauty
Beauty I be
Because beauty lies inside of me
They say beauty lies skin deep
Ugliness I am
Ugliness I is
Ugliness I be
Only I have the power to control that which I am and what I can be
But is my ugliness overpowering my beauty and shadowing over that which is me?
I am joy
I be joy
I is joy
My world is filled with happiness and joy
My joy is on a level elevated and unparalleled
The only option from here is to excel
I am pain
I is pain
Pain be I
Despite the joy I show, pain feels my life
Burdened with misery and strife
But is my pain steering me away from my path to happiness?
Deceiving me from the road to greatness?
Manipulating me into the darkness?
I am love
Love I is
Love I be
Because love lives within me
I love with my heart, my mind, my soul
My spirit is high, my hate is low
And everything I love just flows
I am hate
I is hate
I be hate
Just like I can love, I can also hate
But is my hate the breaking point of my insanity?
Is my hate taking over the person which I am anxiously destined to be?
Is my hate taking control over me?
I am human
I walk as a human
I talk as a human
I breathe as a human
I live as a human
All of these emotions are a part of my humanity
The very essence of my being
I am not perfect
I have flaws, I have weaknesses
But I also have heart, I have courage, I am strong
And these elements that make me who I am come all-in-all
Take me as I am
Take me as I come
Take me as I stand
Because I am human
I am beauty
I is beauty
Beauty I be
Because beauty lies inside of me
They say beauty lies skin deep
Ugliness I am
Ugliness I is
Ugliness I be
Only I have the power to control that which I am and what I can be
But is my ugliness overpowering my beauty and shadowing over that which is me?
I am joy
I be joy
I is joy
My world is filled with happiness and joy
My joy is on a level elevated and unparalleled
The only option from here is to excel
I am pain
I is pain
Pain be I
Despite the joy I show, pain feels my life
Burdened with misery and strife
But is my pain steering me away from my path to happiness?
Deceiving me from the road to greatness?
Manipulating me into the darkness?
I am love
Love I is
Love I be
Because love lives within me
I love with my heart, my mind, my soul
My spirit is high, my hate is low
And everything I love just flows
I am hate
I is hate
I be hate
Just like I can love, I can also hate
But is my hate the breaking point of my insanity?
Is my hate taking over the person which I am anxiously destined to be?
Is my hate taking control over me?
I am human
I walk as a human
I talk as a human
I breathe as a human
I live as a human
All of these emotions are a part of my humanity
The very essence of my being
I am not perfect
I have flaws, I have weaknesses
But I also have heart, I have courage, I am strong
And these elements that make me who I am come all-in-all
Take me as I am
Take me as I come
Take me as I stand
Because I am human
Thursday, May 3, 2012
Power of Words
CREATE
EXPRESS
INVENT
IMPRESS
Words of meaning to caress your mind
Stuck in the world of creativity
Leaving failure and obsolete behind
DETERMINE
MOTIVATE
IMAGINE
FASCINATE
Words are destined to
MAKE you
SHAPE you
CREATE you
Don't wait till you're too late
LOVE
LUST
FASCINATION
HATE
The power of words can MAKE or BREAK the very essence of your PURPOSE
TAKE all you CAN
LEAVE none behind
Your TRICKS and kicks try to DECEIVE my mind
Mind RAPE in the first degree
TAKE me and steal all of the knowledge that's EMBEDDED in me
But you CANNOT win
You CANNOT have the BEST of me
I'm DETERMINED to DEFEAT
Not CHEAT but play by the rules
You may be the champ but your INTENTIONS are cruel
With this knowledge I have the POWER
I have the RIGHT, I have the PRIDE
Now I am the BOSS and you are the COWARD
And this game you play becomes my THRILL ride
EXPRESS
INVENT
IMPRESS
Words of meaning to caress your mind
Stuck in the world of creativity
Leaving failure and obsolete behind
DETERMINE
MOTIVATE
IMAGINE
FASCINATE
Words are destined to
MAKE you
SHAPE you
CREATE you
Don't wait till you're too late
LOVE
LUST
FASCINATION
HATE
The power of words can MAKE or BREAK the very essence of your PURPOSE
TAKE all you CAN
LEAVE none behind
Your TRICKS and kicks try to DECEIVE my mind
Mind RAPE in the first degree
TAKE me and steal all of the knowledge that's EMBEDDED in me
But you CANNOT win
You CANNOT have the BEST of me
I'm DETERMINED to DEFEAT
Not CHEAT but play by the rules
You may be the champ but your INTENTIONS are cruel
With this knowledge I have the POWER
I have the RIGHT, I have the PRIDE
Now I am the BOSS and you are the COWARD
And this game you play becomes my THRILL ride
Determination (2012)
No matter how far away you are
I will travel to you near and far
I will travel beyond the stars
I'm determined to be where you are
Love, take me away
From the cloudy, rainy days
Love, take me away from
From the heartache and pain
Love, show me the way
To bright and sunny days
Love, show me the way
So that I can say
Peace be with me always
Love, be the way
You are my inspiration
My relaxation
My meditation
And I am filled with determination
No matter how far away you are
I will travel to you near and far
I will travel beyond the stars
I am determined to be where you are
Love, take me away
From the cloudy, rainy days
Love, take me away
From the heartache and pain
Love, show me the way
To bright and sunny days
Love, show me the way
So that I can say
Peace be with me always
Love, be the way
No matter how far you are
I will come right to you
No matter how far you are
I will search for you
No matter how far you are
I will find my way to you
I will travel to you near and far
I will travel beyond the stars
I'm determined to be where you are
Love, take me away
From the cloudy, rainy days
Love, take me away from
From the heartache and pain
Love, show me the way
To bright and sunny days
Love, show me the way
So that I can say
Peace be with me always
Love, be the way
You are my inspiration
My relaxation
My meditation
And I am filled with determination
No matter how far away you are
I will travel to you near and far
I will travel beyond the stars
I am determined to be where you are
Love, take me away
From the cloudy, rainy days
Love, take me away
From the heartache and pain
Love, show me the way
To bright and sunny days
Love, show me the way
So that I can say
Peace be with me always
Love, be the way
No matter how far you are
I will come right to you
No matter how far you are
I will search for you
No matter how far you are
I will find my way to you
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